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User:truebluegemini (347762)
the farthest thing from your everything
your every dream, your greatest fantasy, that's everything I'm not
Name:sweet insanity
Location:New York, United States
Birthdate:1986-06-19
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Bio:I'm your average 20 year old...

There was a day when I was completely sure of where I wanted to go with my life and how I was going to get there, now I'm not sure I know much of anything. I know where I want to be in 10 years, but I don't know what I'm going to do between now and them. To be completely honest, I don't know who I am or who I want to be right now. Everything seems to change everyday...I seem to change everyday. My thoughts float all over the place and my emotions go out of control. People are shocking, no one ever knows what anyone else is going to do and they make that obvious, but what people don't always seem to realize is that a lot of people don't know what they're doing themselves.
For right now I want to enjoy myself but it's hard when there are people trying to get in the way.
I'm confused in the workings of the world, as is everyone else. But more than anything I'm confused by my own mind ....


The most independent girl you’ll ever meet
Won’t accept help when I’m desperate
Fall further when I’m down
But that’s me like it or not



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Interests:122: 2gether, a perfect circle, a.i., alexis bledel, all nighters, american beauty, american history, avenue q, bananas, being away from home, being happy, being on my own, blood, bottled water, bowling, boy meets world, boys, bring it on, broadway, butterfly chairs, candles, cats, cds, cell phones, chad michael murray, cheese, chicken parmagiana, college, computer science, computers, cruel intentions, d2: the mighty ducks, daydreaming, death, dec 84, degrassi, digital cameras, disney, disney monopoly, dry erase boards, emeril, engineers, england, everwood, fan fiction, flowers, franklin hall, friends, futons, get over it, gilmore girls, golden oreos, graphic design, gregory smith, hey dude, iced tea, innocence, instant star, ireland, jesse bradford, jewel, josie and the pussycats, lady raiders county champs, late night walks, laughing, midnight monopoly, mona lisa smile, monkies, monopoly, more bowling, movies, music, musicals, nicholas sparks, old school spice girls, one tree hill, people to people, phone, photography, pi, poetry, politics, radio free roscoe, random girls nights, reading, rent, requiem for a dream, rory and logan, running away, salute your shorts, scotland, slash and stab, smiling, snow, snow storms, spring, stds, stuffed animals, sunrises, talking, the mall, the mighty ducks, the outdoors, the sims 2, the sims 2 university, the wonder years, the-n, trampolines, tristan dugrey, trory, tyler hilton, us constitution, venting, videos, wales, washington dc, water, web design, western new england college, wild cherry pepsi, wnec, writing
Schools:Patchogue-Medford High School - Medford, NY (2001 - 2004)
Western New England College - Springfield, MA (2004 - present)
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